Wreck

In solitude I bleed,
Without anyone near-by I cannot percieve
That there's anyone left in this world
I'm so alone

In this state of mind
I can not fathom happiness
Can't remember what it felt like
Or if it's ever been real

I lay shattered
Like a wreck on a empty beach
Something inside is broken
I've lost track of what is "me"

Amongst blood and tears
I've drowned in sorrow
My scars tell the tale
I'm living in hell

Meds&razorblades&alcohol
Have destroyed me even more
The question I know ask is
Will it ever heal?