Walking_Darkness blogg

Jag är personen som är snäll emot allt och alla men oavsett vad jag gör så varken syns eller märks jag. "Nice guys finish last" är en beskrivning av liknande upplevelser men min är annorlunda på det sätt att jag kan uppmärksammas och göra allt möjligt för andra men får ingenting tillbaka, ett tack är typ höjdpunkten på dagen.. Jag försöker träffa folk men jag vet inte riktigt hur jag ska vara en människa istället för någon sorts slav som bara finns där utan att uppmärksammas..

There comes a time when you feel that all of your positives are frightening close to be overshined by your negatives. That time is when you act in one of many possible ways. Hopefully you won't end up in an illusion of reality in which you only see the wrong. Waking up from a reality like that feels impossible but when you do, the realization of your life being a lie is difficult to handle at first but when all the pieces of the puzzle are there it is just as easy as riding a bike to solve it.
After many tries to make different kind of solutions to this problem I finally succeeded to make all of my hopes become reality. I woke up today feeling mixed by introverted and extroverted personalty traits. I am now both shy but also gregarious. It feels strange to be extroverted after a life full of introverted experiences.

I am now going to make my life a little bit better by trying to make new friends and start to hangout in public more often. This is me love or hate it but I have recently changed and you can only watch and accept.. The world can deny me this chance but as of now I am going to follow this path. After every disaster I've been through I now see how much stronger I am than the most traumatic people I've met. I survived the hell in me and prepares myself for the next step... Will you join me?