I wanted you..

Lately I've been thinking about what I can do, I've been stressing to fall back in love with you. I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through, but I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it babe. You've been wonderful in all that you can be, but it hurts when you say that you understand me. So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I wanted you to be there when I fall, I wanted you to see me through it all, I wanted you to be the one I loved, I wanted you, I wanted you. I wanted you to hold me in my sleep, I wanted you to show me what I need, I wanted you to know just how down deep, I wanted you, I wanted you. I've been pushing hard to open up the door, trying to take us back to where we were before....but I'm done. I just can't do this anymore. 'Cause we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now. We've been walking around in circles for some time. And I think we should head for the finish line. I'm so sorry baby, but I, I.. I gotta pack up and leave. But I, I'll always remember how we came close... to being how I wanted to be, I wanted you baby, I wanted you.