The scariest thing...

"Maybe she COULDN'T tell you about it.
She was afraid of what you might think of her.
She was frightened...
She was scared... so scared...
And didn't want anyone to know her weak and cowardly side.
So she made a barrier around her mind to hide it.
She hated herself, and was so ashamed of herself.
She thought, maybe mom will hate me too. Just like everyone else does.
She thought so all along.
She couldn't help thinking that way.
Maybe that's why she couldn't tell you.
The scariest thing...
The most painful thing is...
To be hated by someone you truly love."

Jag kan bara inte...
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