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I don't want to write in Swedish now but maybe tomorrow... Yeah... I had a nice day at work and after that I saw one friend of mine. It was nice to talk with her. ^^ We talked a lot about different things and we really had good time with each other. We see each other too rarely.

But yeah... When I was siting in bus on my way to home... I started to think my friend, Jonathan, and all that, what he has done to me. I don't know how is everything going on after this... I just hope that everything will go on a better way... I just miss Jonathan already too much and I just hope that he would be here with us still... He didn't deserve to die... He deserve to live... I just cry and don't want to believe all this...

I just hate this all! I need him really as a friend and my girlfriend need's him too. He was really important to both of us. Importanter to my girlfriend.

I don't know what to do... I just don't want that tomorrow is a day off... I want to go to work because then I don't think Jonathan so much... Okay, I will always think and remember him but still... I just hate this all...

Rest in Peace Jonathan<3