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Hej.

Jag var i arbetsplatsen idag. Jag hade rolig med min vän. ^^ Jag studerar i Helsinki Business College, men jag har inlärning i jobbet. Nästa vecka är final veckan i jobbet och 14. dag jag resar till Sverige med min mor, pappa och lillebror. ^^ Vi är bara en dag i Sverige men det är roligt i alla fall. ^^ Jag älskar att resa. ^^

Idag min flickvän berättade för mig att vår vän dog. It was very close that I didn't start to cry at work. I just don't want to believe that he is away and I can't see him. I had known him only about 4 months, but still I could trust him more than in many other friends of mine. He was very nice and everything. This can't be true... I just hope that this all was a nightmare and soon I will wake up and notice that everything is all right. I didn't even have a chance to see him or talk with him. Okay, we talked a lot in msn and in facebook, but that's all. I miss him already and I just want him back.

*sigh* I hoped that this year would be better than last year but now I'm not sure is this or is it not. Never can know... I just hope that this is the last bad news, what we (me and my girlfriend) get...