Can't

I can't...
I can't play this game...
I can't pretend that I'm happy when I'm not.
I can't do it...
It hurts, when I breathe, when I sleep, when I'm awake.
It hurts too much.
I don't want to do anything.
I just want to lay here and think about you,
think about that wishes do not come true.
Even if thinking about you hurts, it still helps in some sort of way.
I can't move on, cause I don't want someone else.
This has been the worst months of my entire life,
and it's going to continue like that for a long long time...
Every memory that we share,
I want to erase them
Every picture we smile on together,
I want to burn them
Every movie we saw together
I want to destroy.
I want to forget about you and me,
But I can't
Becasue I love you too much...