[Tears In Heaven]

I don't know who I am.
Every time I look in the mirror,
I see this girl, not ugly, but not beautiful,
just plain, and ordinary.
It doesn't feel like me.
It never has.
It doesn't feel like my life.
It just feels like a game,
and that I'm just an avatar.
I don't know what I want.
I'm trying to tell myself that I want this or that,
but I always doubt.
I need to find myself.
Need to be me, for once..