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Who is at fault?
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Riktigt namn: Luna M Civilstatus: Singel
Läggning: Osäker
Intresse: Musik
Bor: Med föräldrarna
Politik: Inte valt
Dricker: Te
Musikstil: Annat
Klädstil: Fashioncore
Medlem sedan: 2014-04-13

Who is at fault?

Tina is a fifteen year old girl, she lives in a town not far away from the capital. She looks a bit different, short spikey hair with extreme colours, dark clothes and a lot of studs.
Today, she was going for a ride on her bike. It's her usual way to get around in the city, it's cheap, it's easy and it's good for the enviroment. Tina is a good cyclist, she follows every trafficrule and wears a helmet. There is an old man standing with his bike and the walkway, not moving, She considers the options of stopping or ignoring him and keep on going. She slows down just to be safe but doesn't stop, since he is barely moving at all. Then, at the time Tina is almost beside the old man, he decides to move and steps out in de bicycle route. They collide. The old man bicycle fell over Tina´s and they're both shocked. Another man is coming to help the old man and his bicycle up. Tina gets up and apologizes to the old man and makes sure that he is alright. Then she continues on her way to the railway station.

Most of her friends lives in the capital, therefor she desperately wants to go there as much as possible. But she don't have any money, which means that she can't afford the train tickets. Instead she goes aboard on the train and locks herself up in the bathroom to sit there during the whole trip. It goes well for about 20 minutes, then the checktaker comes and knocks on the door. He has a temper which isn't something to play with. He starts to yell at Tina until he locks up the door and demands to see her ticket. She tries to get away with explanations but ends up quiet. She's in deep trouble and the conductor just keeps on yelling at her. As he tells her to find a way to pay for a ticket and goes away, another woman is coming to talk to Tina. She tells her that she will pay for her train ticket, becuase that is what she would want another to do for her own child. Tina is grateful and says thanks over and over again.



Who am I?

I'll sit here and wonder, I think about great things, about what our world and community looks like today, how it's gonna look tomorrow. These thoughts started this evening when I accidentally came over a short video about simple civil courage. It became my wake up-call, for long now I have been lost, wandering around in circles, nowhere to find my way ahead. I've wondered who I am, why I feel this way, and how it became like this. I had forgotten the things that were most important. I had forgotten the little things that makes me who I am. What I want, what I'd stand for and what I want to accomplish. I want to change the world.

So here I am, starting to write about it, here on the cute little site called Emocore. Not to provide anything, but in order to document my thoughts and to hopefully reach out to someone. What matters most to me is being able to help, do something for the better, if you have something that bothers you, then please feel free to contact me. I might have got the answers you seek.

Lately, I have spent most of my time to watch movies. That is probably what leads my thoughts right now, imagine a superhero in today's society. What does the hero look like to you? Is it about leading politics? Civil courage? Or there is nothing that corresponds to a superhero in our world?