Dear diary

English speaking sunday today. Sooo this entry will be in English.

What's new?
Still no single reply from any of the jobs I've applied to. Except this one job at edi airport. They couldnt go through with my application since I dont have a uk bank account. And it could take like two months to open one up. That's just silly.

I feel like i could've made a better job and applied for more jobs, dropped of more cvs. But it's actually a lot harder than it seems to actually get out there and do it. A lot of stores don't save their cvs like we do in Sweden. So they'll only accept it if they're hiring. Which can be quiet vexing tbh, you really need to learn to deal with rejection and I am no good at that.
So next week as soon as I'm done with my updated cv I'll just walk into any store and hand them my cv.

That part is hard though. Starting of with a personal statement :c I'm not very creative and that seems to be the way to make your cv stand out. In the US they like to brag a lot in their personal statement but here they'd like to tone it down a bit. Which makes it harder to me. "Is this too braggy?" Is something i keep asking myself.

And of course I will tell you about the girl in this entry too.
Not good news this time. Not very bad either.
Basically she thought we were going forward too quickly. Which I agree with. We barely know eachother. So we decided to tone it down a bit and get to know eachother first. I guess we both got caught up in this romantic bubble (like being on the beach alone, top of arthurs seat watching the sun set).
Soo I agree with her and see her point but I still got this bad feeling it will end up like it usually does. I am a nice guy and we usually always end up just being friends.

Advice guys? How do I deal with this?