how did this go so wrong?

I wish i did some things in different way.
Then i wouldn't loose them so quickly.
I miss those people that have dissapperd from my life.
Like..
Jokke, hampus, polly, pillan and so on..
I wish i could turn back time.
I was happy with Jokke and i hate the fact that i broke up with him.
I wanna turn back time to that time.
I also miss Andreas.
He was the boy i felt most for..
But then, he have my classmate and i can't do a shit about it..
I really hope that one day, she will know what he's up to and noticed what a bad person he is.
Well, i can't sit here and cry over the past anymore.
There's a reason why it's the past and not now.
Anton is comming down here from Karlsborg over the winter holiday.
I miss him so much.x
I really hope our lips will be together again, (A)
Well, otherway, i miss my Max 2.<3
soon we'll be in eachothers arms again.
& don't think i'm a player, cuz' i just have theese friends & right now i'm exploring my options for a good relationship.
Kiss.<3