I want to shout

When i'am alone i just want to shout out
and let my feelings take over... but i cant.
I want to cry til my eyes bleed and scraem
out untill i can't talk... but i can't.

I can't shout out and cry or get sad because
i can't cry when I want to.
These feelings are inside my body waiting
to come out but they never do... they are in
there screaming that they want to get out
but they can't. I want to let those feelings
out but they will never get out. x'(