Riktigt namn:
Joakim Badluck Bursell Civilstatus:
Singel
Läggning:
Bisexuell
Intresse:
Spel
Bor:
Med mamma
Politik:
Röd
Dricker:
Öl
Musikstil:
Allt
Klädstil:
Blandat
Medlem sedan:
2008-09-21
Hi depression, how you been?
It's been a long time, we meet again
I've been good, the fuck you been up to though?
Lately you look like you're unstoppable
You must just not have checked your messages
I been tryna get to you desperately
It's time you came and repaid your debt to me
I just wanna be left in peace
Why the fuck you gotta mess with me?
So sick and tired of you testing me
Don't get to smile, don't get to sleep
Sounds like you just need stress relief
Cut yourself or maybe take some pills
'Cause no one cares if you die or live
A waste of space, another useless soul
The world is better if you just go
Why are you an asshole, making it easy?
As long as I'm breathing my family needs me
Give it a week and they'll forget you're gone
Forget your name, forget your songs
You think you're loved but that's just a lie
I cross my heart and I hope you die
You can't cope with this, you can't cope with change
You got knots to tie, you got ropes to hang
But what do I do when I can't get a job?
And I can't get the fuck out my house?
I'm losing it slowly, my life is unfolded
And this isn't what I'm about
Whoa, tone it down, you're gonna bust a vein
It's just your fate, this isn't just a phase
I'm drawn to you and you belong to me
I hope you see that now you're stuck with me
The voice inside your head, I am the poison in your veins
I toy with your emotions, I take pleasure in your pain
And I will make you
Just another fallen angel
Get the fuck out of my head
Haha, hey, hold up man, I'm not done with you
I'm going to do what I'm going to do
Fuck this shit, I'm not comfortable
All I ever do is run from you
I can't accept this, I crave acceptance
I stay, expecting the same exact thing
The same rejection, the same deflection
The same infection, my brain's defective
Don't you wanna come play with me?
We can see the world, at least the darker side of it
I got in and left a mark inside your head
I'm not leavin' 'til the heart comes out your chest
Heh, I've seen your soul
It isn't worth you keeping it
And your incompleteness
Is what's been completin' me
The voice inside your head, I am the poison in your veins
I toy with your emotions, I take pleasure in your pain
And I will make you
Just another fallen angel
Get the fuck out of my head
I see dark on the brightest day
I fight the pain, I just wanna gain some confidence
Locked in a motherfucking box, on top is a rock
I don't know how I got in this
I do
Fuck you, fuck everyone else in the whole world
I've been on the edge and I'm unsure
I have been feeling like somethin' is building inside of me
Killing me slowly, I feel like I'm dying
And I have been trying to deal with the stress
Life is a mess
I wish I'd been blessed
I wish I was
Dead
Maybe you're right
You know that I'm right
I'm sick of my life
You sick of your life?
Well come with me now
We can end it tonight
We can end it tonight
Haha
The voice inside your head, I am the poison in your veins
I toy with your emotions, I take pleasure in your pain
And I will take you
You could be my fallen angel
Look around yourself, what do you see?
All this pain seems so pointless to me
This world is about to fall apart
We have to fix this or it's back to the start
Can you help me?
It's so dark here and I can't see
I need to find my way out
The night is darkest before dawn
Still running around in this maze
How did I get to this place?
The walls are closing in
It's time for justice to step in
I open up the door
And nothing I see is what I waited for
I start to feel faithless
And I see us all because it's endless
Is this all a war to save our souls?
Or a fight for some to gain control?
If we ever break free from these chains
How many of us will remain?
Can you tell me?
Will any of us ever be free?
I feel my time is running out
So tell me what it's all about
Still running around in this maze
How did I get to this place?
The walls are closing in
It's time for justice to step in
I open up the door
And nothing I see is what I waited for
I start to feel faithless
And I see us all because it's endless
Still running around in this maze
How did I get to this place?
The walls are closing in
It's time for justice to step in
I open up the door
And nothing I see is what I waited for
I start to feel faithless
And I see us all because it's endless
When we have all gone, to the silence of eternity...
To first be forgotten, and lost in, the records of the earth
Could I still miss you, then, in the time and space after life
When no one is searching anymore, and where we are nowhere to be found
We didn't spend our life together
and I will miss you forever
The choice was mine, To long for a time, that will never come
Though we leave the world apart, I, still went peacefully, quietly,
with you, still, firmly... in my heart.
I believe I can see the future
'Cause I repeat the same routine
I think I used to have a purpose
Then again, that might have been a dream
I think I used to have a voice
Now I never make a sound
And I just do what I'm betold
I really don't want them to come around, oh no
Every day is exactly the same
Every day is exactly the same
There is no love here and there is no pain
Every day is exactly the same
I can feel their eyes are watching
In case I lose myself again
Sometimes I think I'm happy here
Sometimes, yet I still pretend
I can't remember how this got started
But I can tell you exactly how it will end
Every day is exactly the same
Every day is exactly the same
There is no love here and there is no pain
Every day is exactly the same
I'm writing on a little piece of paper
I'm hoping someday I might find
Well I'll hide it behind something
They wont look behind
I am still inside
A little bit comes bleeding through
I wish this could've been any other way
But I just don't know, I don't know
What else I can do
Every day is exactly the same
Every day is exactly the same
There is no love here and there is no pain
Every day is exactly the same
Every day is exactly the same
Every day is exactly the same
There is no love here and there is no pain
Every day is exactly the same
It's hard to say
That I'm back
On a straight line
You see my path
Is in fact
Just a fault line
It's in my blood, it's in my lungs
And it won't die
I fight these words, I bite my tongue
So I don't lie
Though it's me to blame
There is no more shame in me
In me
I just feel the same
Immune to all this pain
And the scars don't write a song for me at all
I am a stone, unaffected
Rain hell down onto me
Flesh and bone, unaffected
Your fool I will not be
I am a stone, unaffected (I am a stone)
Rain hell down onto me
Flesh and bone, unaffected (I am a stone)
Your fool I will not be
I try to see and believe
In the short sight
Accept the burn of a vain
And a half-life
And how you rest your faith in these for a lifetime
That hollow lie against my hope that I won't buy
Though it's me to blame
There is no more shame in me
In me
I just feel the same
Immune to all you say
And the scars don't write a song for me at all
No your tears won't line a path for me to crawl
I am a stone, unaffected
Rain hell down onto me
Flesh and bone, unaffected
Your fool I will not be
I am a stone, unaffected (I am a stone)
Rain hell down onto me
Flesh and bone, unaffected (I am a stone)
Your fool I will not be
The waters rise above my eyes
I will breathe it in and go out with the tide
And when you think this is the end
You will find me there where I have always been
I am a stone, unaffected
Rain hell down onto me
Flesh and bone, unaffected
Your fool I will not be
I am a stone, unaffected
Rain hell down onto me
Flesh and bone, unaffected
Your fool I will not be
I am a stone, unaffected (I am a stone)
Rain hell down onto me
Flesh and bone, unaffected (I am a stone)
Your fool I will not be
I am a stone
I am a stone
Har börjat att trivas med mitt trasiga och förstörda psyke börjar komma tillbaka till mig själv. Flytten har gjort en heldel kärlek får vänta kommer väll någon gång hitta någon.
Jag ska nog stänga och låsa hjärtat och inte släppa in någon i den för då kan man inte bli sårad är trött på de bättre att vara iskall och känslokall hur ska man kunna älska någon när man hatar sig själv
