Don't sleep.

I do not have the courage to fall asleep tonight. My mind is set on other thing, like Why did I do what I did, what was I thinking. I don't know what was in my mind, but it was not sanity for sure, it was not morale. It was the lies I've been telling myself everyday up until now. My eyes are blind, my ears are deaf, my heart is broken. This, my love, is all for you.