Love

I can feel it within me
It's fading and I know it...

Sitting here in my room, wishing for it to go faster
I want to forget everything about you

You've broken my heart many times before, but last time was the worst...
You made me feel so sick and sad, I couldn't go to school thanks to you

Hoping for the pain to disappear, I'm tryin' to accept the fact that I love you...
If I hadn't been with you at that party, this would never have happened...
Even though I regret falling for you, I also have to say thanks...

Without you, I wouldn't be happy, I wouldn't be sad.
Together with you, I'm everything, but still, I'm nothing.

I'm both angry and happy for all the things you've done for me.
You could make my day by just giving me a single peck on the lips,
or sending a sweet message.

If t hadn't been you, the one who made me fall in love for real.
I don't think I'd ever fall for someone else.

Without you I'm lonely, with you I'm sad.
Why can't you see my feelings?
I've told you about them before, but you never listen!
I'm right here! Just look up!
I've been here the whole time, but you just don't notice...
I wish you'd tell me the truth, your true feelings, you true thoughts... Everything!
don't wanna suffer anymore. Tell me who you want, who you love, who you wanna spend the rest of your life with.... I don't care if it's someone else, as long as I know who you want and that you're happy together with her...
I hate living in the darkness beside you, I need the light... Just let me know and I'll leave you alone...

Or is it true what they say?
Are you a player?
Are you a spoiled bastard?
Are you ignorant?
Do you enjoy breaking girls hearts?

I want to know!

I wish I was dead, but still not.
I wish my feelings for men were dead, so that I can't suffer anymore.
If I just knew, I'd accept my feelings and fall out of love with you...


Let me live and be happy!