Luxxs blogg

Har i stort sätt bara sovit och käkat mat hela dagen.
Är så sjukt trött. Skyller på grannbarnen. Always.
Hade egentligen tänkt kolla på en film men känner mest för att sova.
Har fått ont i halsen igen, fast mådde ju bra igår. Funderar på att göra citrus té eller äta citron sorbé.

Vad hittar ni andra på ikväll?

1: My name?
2: Do I have any nicknames?
3: Zodiac sign?
4: Video game I play to chill, not to win?
5: Book/series I reread?
6: Aliens or ghosts?
7: Writer I trust enough to read whatever they write?
8: Favourite radio station?
9: Favourite flavour of anything?
10: The word that I use all the time to describe something great?
11: Favourite song?
12: The question you ask new friends to get to know them better?
13: Favourite word?
14: The last person who hurt me, did I forgive them?
15: Last song I listened to?
16: TV show I always recommend?
17: Pirates or ninjas?
18: Movie I watch when I'm feeling down?
19: Song that I always start my shuffle with/wake-up song/always-on-a-loop song?
20: Favourite video games?
21: What am I most afraid of?
22: A good quality of mine?
23: A bad quality of mine?
24: Cats or dogs?
25: Actor/actress you trust enough to watch whatever they're in?
26: Favourite season?
27: Am I in a relationship?
28: Something I miss?
29: My best friend?
30: Eye colour?
31: Hair colour?
32: Someone I love?
33: Someone I trust?
34: Someone I always think about?
35: Am I excited about anything?
36: My current obsession?
37: Favourite TV shows as a child?
38: Do I have someone of the opposite sex that I can tell everything to?
39: Am I superstitious?
40: What do I think about most?
41: Do I have any strange phobias?
42: Do I prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it?
43: Favourite hobbies?
44: Last book I read?
45: Last film I watched?
46: Do I play any instruments?
47: Favourite animal?
48: Top 5 blog on Tumblr that I follow?
49: Superpower I wish I could have?
50: How do I destress?
51: Do I like confrontation?
52: When do I feel most at peace?
53: What makes me smile?
54: Do I sleep with the lights on or off?
55: Play any sports?
56: What is my song of the week?
57: Favourite drink?
58: When did I last send a handwritten letter to somebody?
59: Afraid of heights?
60: Pet peeve?
61: What was the last concert I went to see?
62: Am I vegetarian/vegan/pescatarian?
63: What occupation did I want to do when I was younger?
64: Have I ever had a friend turn enemy?
65: What fictional universe would I like to be a part of?
66: Something I worry about?
67: Scared of the dark?
68: Who are my best friends?
69: What do I admire most about others?
70: Can I sing?
71: Something I wish I could do?
72: If I won the lottery, what would I do?
73: Have I ever skipped school?
74: Favourite place on the planet?
75: Where do I want to live?
76: Do I have any pets?
77: What is my current desktop picture?
78: Early bird or night owl?
79: Sunsets or sunrise?
80: Can I drive?
81: Story behind my last kiss?
82: Earphones or headphones?
83: Have I ever had braces?
84: Story behind one of my scars?
85: Favourite genre of music?
86: Who is my hero?
87: Favourite comic book character?
88: What makes me really angry?
89: Kindle or real book?
90: Favourite sporty activity?
91: What is one thing that isn?t tight in schools that should be?
92: What was my favourite subject at school?
93: Siblings?
94: What was the last thing I bought?
95: How tall am I?
96: Can I cook?
97: Can I bake?
98: 3 things I love?
99: 3 things I hate?
100: Do I have more girl friends or boy friends?
101: Who do I get on with better, girls or boys?
102: Where was I born?
103: Sexual orientation?
104: Where do I currently live?
105: Last person I texted?
106: Last time I cried?
107: Guilty pleasure?
108: Favourite Youtuber?
109: A photo of myself.
110: Do I like selfies?
111: Favourite game app?
112: My relationship with my parents?
113: Favourite accents?
114: A place I have not been but wish to visit?
115: Favourite number?
116: Can I juggle?
117: Am I religious?
118: Do I like space?
119: Do I like the deep ocean?
120: Am I much of a daredevil?
121: Am I allergic to anything?
122: Can I curl my tongue?
123: Can I wiggle my ears?
124: Do I like clowns?
125: The Beatles or Elvis?
126: My current project?
127: Am I a bad loser?
128: Do I admit when I wrong?
129: Forest or beach?
130: Favourite piece of advice?
131: Am I a good liar?
132: Hogwarts house / Divergent faction / Hunger Games district?
133: Do I talk to myself?
134: Am I very social?
135: Do I like gossip?
136: Do I keep a journal/diary?
137: Have I ever hopelessly failed a test?
138: Do I believe in second chances?
139: If I found a wallet full of cash on the ground, what would I do?
140: Do I believe people are capable of change?
141: Have I ever been underweight?
142: Am I ticklish?
143: Have I ever been in a submarine?
144: Have I ever been on a plane?
145: In a film about my life, who would I cast as myself, friends and family?
146: Have I ever been overweight?
147: Do I have any piercings?
148: Which fictional character do I wish was real?
149: Do I have any tattoos?
150: What is the best decision I have made in life so far?
151: Do I believe in Karma?
152: Do I wear glasses or contacts?
153: What was my first car?
154: Do I want children?
155: Who is the most intelligent person I know?
156: My most embarrassing memory?
157: What makes me nostalgic?
158: Have I ever pulled an all-nighter?
159: Which do I value more in others, brains or beauty?
160: What colour mostly dominates my wardrobe?
161: Have I ever had a paranormal experience?
162: What do I hate most about myself?
163: What do I love most about myself?
164: Do I like adventure?
165: Do I believe in fate?
166: Favourite animal?
167: Have I ever been on radio?
168: Have I ever been on TV?
169: How old am I?
170: One of my favourite quotes?
171: Do I hold grudges?
172: Do I trust easily?
173: Have I learnt from my mistakes?
174: Best gift I?ve ever received?
175: Do I dream?
176: Have I ever had a night terror?
177: Do I remember my dreams, and what is one that comes to mind?
178: An experience that has made me stronger?
179: If I were immortal, what would I do?
180: Do I like shopping?
181: If I could get away with a crime, what would I choose to do?
182: What does ?family? mean to me?
183: What is my spirit animal?
184: How do I want to be remembered?
185: If I could master one skill, what would I choose?
186: What is my greatest failure?
187: What is my greatest achievement?
188: Love or money?
189: Love or career?
190: If I could time travel, where and when would I want to go?
191: What makes me the happiest?
192: What is ?home? to me?
193: What motivates me?
194: If I could choose my last words, what would they be?
195: Would I ever want to encounter aliens?
196: A movie that scared me as a child?
197: Something I hated as a child that I like now?
198: Zombies or vampires?
199: Live in the city or suburbs?
200: Dragons or wizards?
201: A nightmare that has stayed with me?
202: How do I define love?
203: Do I judge a book by its cover?
204: Have I ever had my heart broken?
205: Do I like my handwriting?
206: Sweet or savoury?
207: Worst job I?ve had?
208: Do I collect anything?
209: Item of clothing or jewellery you?ll never see me without?
210: What is on my bucket list?
211: How do I handle anger?
212: Was I named after anyone?
213: Do I use sarcasm a lot?
214: What TV character am I most like?
215: What is the weirdest talent I have?
216: Favourite fictional character?

Vaknade orimligt tidigt för att finna lägenheten tom då mamma for till Stockholm på jobb ännu orimligt tidigare.
Försökte somna om men det tilläts inte av grannbarnen som hade skrik-tävling en trappa ner :'(
Gjorde varm choklad och spillde ut minst halva koppen över köksgolvet pga RÅKADE smälla till microugns dörren på koppen. Jisses.
Nu tänkte jag kolla på någon serie och suräta min frukost till ekot av mina förbannade grannbarn.


Godmorgon.

<3
Så fint. Gråter.

Ska också köpa nya smycken. Fast väntar med septum smyckena tills EFTER att jag har tagit min, funderar på att göra det till helgen.

På tisdag får jag pengar, då vill jag dra iväg och köpa nya växter och fina krukor/vaser.

Mitt ex stannade på frukost och försökte typ work up the courage för något men avbröt sig hela tiden
och sen ba "jag ska nog åka hem nu" utan att säga vad han ville/varför han kom.
Jag å mamma typ "?????????" / "okeeeeeeeeeeeeeej........." *pinsam tystnad*
Sen gick han utan att säga hejdå, stod bara och kollade awkward på mig i hallen medan han sa hejdå till mamma.
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Fattar inte vad som händer riktigt?! Oh well :0

Haha asså mamma väckte mig strax efter halv nio.
Mitt ex hade ringt på 8:20 (helt nykter) och satt i vår soffa. Så himla roligt att vakna upp till.
En timme senare och nu har han somnat i soffan sittandes. Efter att ha berättat att han har svårt att sova för mamma. De var ganska close innan, misstänker att det beror på att hans mamma är död och att min därför blir en slags trygghet.

Men nu ska jag, mamma och Moa göra frukost. Pannkakor and so. Mysigt.

Det gick bra.
Stridsyxan begravd. Äntligen.
Nu är jag hemma hos Ida och Nona och myser med film. <3

De e lite irriterande när alla ens vänner dumförklarar en för att man ska träffa sitt ex.
Jo jag fattar, you made your fucking point. Men kan någon försöka se det från min synvinkel istället för att berätta vilket hemskt misstag jag begår?
Jag orkar inte att 100% alltid agera perfekt för andras skull, låt mig begå misstag och lära mig något ifrån dem istället.
Det är dessutom lite: fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me. Och jag tänker inte låta honom fool me twice, I'm not that stupid.
Så varför kan inte folk sluta behandla mig som om jag vore så stupid. Ugh.