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Känslan man får när man inser att man är ensam hemma från idag tills på söndag






sen kommer man på att man jobbar alla dagar från imorgon och är ledig söndag






fast är fortfarande själv hemma under typ 1 vecka, så det är jäääävligt skönt. Kan äta när fan jag vill, haha. Vilket oftast blir typ mitt i natten. :x

Just det, om ni som har mitt nummer är vakna runt 4 tiden inatt/tidigt imorgon...ring mig gärna då, haha.. Måste nämligen vakna runt den tiden för att hinna till jobbet (börjar 7). Brukar vakna av mitt alarm men man vet aldrig, HAHA. PUSS PÅ ER :*

Nu blire roadtrip to Falkenberg. Vi skulle egentligen åkt runt 5 men aa shit happens. xD Jag och min systerdotter lyssnar på musik, så jävla skönt. Kanske ska läsa också. En bok. En riktig jävla bok. Hittade en på Akademibokhandeln igår, fastnade för den. Hittade först uppföljaren till den första så valde att läsa den första först, haha.

"Ghostman" heter den, skriven av Roger Hobbs. Översatt av John-Henri Holmberg

Jag är den bästa i mitt slag. Jag kan råna en bank och försvinna i mörkret utan att någon fattar att jag ens varit där. Jag kan ta mig in var som helst, imitera vem som helst och förändra mitt utseende hur som helst. Mitt jobb är att få saker att gå upp i rök. Det är därför de kallar mig Ghostman.

ATLANTIC CITY, NEW JERSEY. Ett välplanerat casinorån går fruktansvärt fel. Det blir ett blodbad. En av rånarna skjuts i magen, men lyckas fly med en miljon dollar. Pengarna är vakuumförpackade och försedda med en sprängladdning som exploderar om den inte inaktiveras inom fyrtioåtta timmar.
Det är därför Jack Delton kallas in. Jack är en ghostman - han får saker att försvinna: rånbyte, rånare, vad som än krävs. Han är specialiserad på stora, spektaluära rån, men på grund av en skuld tvingas han nu städa upp efter det misslyckade casinorånet. Han är dock inte ensam. Han jagas av både FBI och, än värre, av The Wolf.



Om jag någonsin skulle läsa en bok så är det en sådan här. Detta är nog första boken jag läser sen lågstadiet, haha. Kanske inte så länge sen, men många är sen är det iaf.

Vad gör ni sötnosar för kul? :*

Kände mig som en zombie på jobbet idag (igår), Vaknade med magont, illamående och yrsel och det fortsatte under hela arbetspasset (7-14), drack mycket vatten men det hjälpte inte, det blev lite bättre senare men yrseln kommer och går. >_<

Stör mig så jävla hårt på en del av mina kollegor oxå. Fast vem gör inte det?

Åt middag på TGI Friday's med en kompis för vi var så jävla hungriga, haha. Blev ett random besök där, även om vi bokade bord ca 1-2 timmar innan, haha.

Åt det jag åt förra gången, för att det är så jävla gott. "Chrispy Chicken Tenders" (Nästa gång ska jag nog testa något annat, höhö. :> )




Nu äter jag vaniljbullar och dricker Starbucks Caramel Macchiato <3 och bara tar det lugnt. Är långledig nu också fram till tisdag nästa vecka, haha. Så.jävla.skönt.se. Imorrn ska jag och några andra till Aquaria Vattenmuseum i stan, ska bli intressant.

Detta inlägg blev kaos men jag orkar inte bry mig. Puss på er.

Skulle nog behövt somnat för länge sen men denna låt tog min attention. <3333



Ezylite - What do you want from me ft. Killa Capone

https://soundcloud.com/ezylite/ezylite-what-do-you-want-from-me-ft-killa-capone-prod-by-seandivine





Vill sova så att jag orkar komma upp imorgon för att jobba men vill lyssna mer på låten, haha. THE STRUGGLE. Fakk life. Godnatt, kanske.

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Dashie <3

I'm sorry in advance...

for the many many Q's






1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? It was my niece so I guess she meant it, haha

2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? Sure

3. When's the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? Last week, I guess

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? Always

5. Is there someone mad because you're dating/talking to the person you are? Bruh, how should I know?

6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? Not really, no

7. What exactly are you wearing right now? Tank top, underwear and shorts

8. How often do you listen to music? Everyday

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? Jeans

10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2015? Bitch, it's 2016, wake the fakk up, mate


11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? Depends, I'm pretty social with the people I know but around new people, I'm pretty much antisocial, because' I'm shy af, so yeah. I try to be social around new people but it just takes time. >-<

12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ?A?? Yes

13. What about ?R?? Yeessss

14. Can you drive a stick shift? Well...almost

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? Nah, not really, I might care a bit in the beginning cause' it pisses me the fakk off but then I'll move on

16. Are you going out of town soon? Yeah, next friday

17. When was the last time you cried? Feels like I've been answering this question with the same answer for a while now but it's the truth. When I watched the korean movie "Man on High Heels", it might sound weird af, but the story is actually really cute but also really sad. ._.

18. Have you ever told someone you loved them? Yes

19. If you could change your eye color, would you? Naah

20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for? I don't think that I would do "absolutely everything" for anyone, tbh


21. Name something you dislike about the day you're having. I have to sleep soon, so that I can wake up early tomorrow to go to work

22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? Tbh, yes but I also like it on the cheek

23. Are you dating the last person you talked to? Nah, that would be weird, haha. Daiting my mom...no thanks. xD

24. What are you sitting on right now? My bed *__*

25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? LOOOOOL no

26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn't have? Mabye, Idk

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? Last night? Bruh, I fell asleep at like 4pm yesterday but it was actually Daniel a.k.a Pizza and it wasn't really "talking", we texted, haha.

28. Do you get a lot of colds? I used to, not so much anymore tho..

29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from? Ebay, haha

30. Does anyone hate you? It's highly unlikely that no one would not hate me, haha


31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room? HAHHAHHAHA yes, many. Because' I've been to lazy to go and drop them off at the place where you drop them off.

32. Do you like watching scary movies? Hell to the fakk to the yeaaah

33. Do you want your tongue pierced? Fakk no

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? I don't know

35. Did you have a dream last night? I don't even remember

36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? Umm...I don't remember

37. Do you think you?ll be married in 5 years? Who df knows? I don't think so tho

38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? I'm not sure

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? Mabye? Idek

40. Did you have a good day yesterday? Yeah


41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? I have never been in a relationship

42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl? I don't know. Mabye?

43. Has anyone told you they don't want to ever lose you? Don't think so, no

44. What?s the best part about school? When it ends

45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? Too many.. I need to start deleting some. Thank you for reminding me, you kind sir.

46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? I don't think I ever did

47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? Sometimes

48. Were you single over the last summer? I have always been single, ffs

49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? Not really, no

50. What are you supposed to be doing right now? Sleeping mabye?


51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? My stepdad? Yes, I do

52. Are you nice to everyone? I'm nice to the people who are nice to me

53. Have you ever liked someone you didn't expect to? Yeah..I guess

54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? Of course

55. Are you good at hiding your feelings? Yeah, I guess, not when I'm angry tho...y'all would know when I'm angry, hahhaa

56. Do you think you like someone? Mabye a bit, Idk. I'm lost

57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ?J?? Probably

58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? Both

59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry? Actually, only 1

60. Do you hate anyone? Yes


61. How's your heart? Tired but ok

62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? Yes

63. Have you ever cried over a guy? Nah, I don't think so

64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? I don't know and I don't give a fakk

65. Are your toenails painted pink? HAHAHAHAHAH no

66. Will your next kiss be a mistake? I don't know but I don't think so

67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct? I don't love it. I actually hate seeing people in general cry. But I don't think boys should try and toughen up and hold it in in front of a girl or someone just to not show their weakness, I think that boys and everyone should just let it all out if the time comes. No one should hold in their tears alone.

68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? Shiet, I hope not

69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with? My eomma (mother)

70. How do you look right now? Tired af


71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? Yeah...

72. Can you commit to one person? If the time comes, then it depends but I probably can and I probably will

73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? Yes

74. Have you ever felt replaced? Oooooooh, yes

75. Did you wake up cranky? Sometimes, mostly everyday, haha

76. Are you a jealous person? Not really, no

77. Are relationships ever worth it? It depends

78. Anyone you're giving up on? Nah, not really

79. Currently wanting to see anyone? Tbh, yes

80. Name something you have to do tomorrow? Work


81. Last person you cried in front of? Ufoo

82. Is there someone you will never forget? Yeah

83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you? I don't know

84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? Probably cuddled up in bed with some yummy goods and a good movie

85. Are you over your past? I'm done with it, bye

86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? Nah

87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? Nah

88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? Bitch, hell to da fakk to da naah, mate.

89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in? Of course

90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? Not hated but disliked, I guess


91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months? How da fakk should I know? Stahp with the relationship Q's already, plz

92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael? Yes

93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew? No

94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going? NO

95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March? I don't even know if I even liked anyone in March

96. Don?t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? Yes

97. Who do you have texts from? Friends and family

98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? Bye

99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? Yes

100. Who?s in your profile picture with you? Bruh, it's just me


101. Ever kissed under fireworks? No, but that would be cosy af

102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies? Oh yes


BYEBYE så länge

Känslan man får när man vaknar runt 04:25 och inte kan somna om, haha. Kan ju bero på att jag somnade mellan 15-16 igår eftermiddag efter att jag kommit hem från jobbet, haha. Vaknade då och då, men somnade bara om och om igen. Det var skönt. Jävligt skönt. Så kan det gå när man bestämmer sig för att dygna och sen jobba, haha, men det vare värt. Jobbar kväll idag (14-20), vill sova en stund till men det gick då fan inte. Styvfarsan åker snart till jobbet, då kan jag passa på att laga lite mat eller äta lite frukost, vad fan jag nu är sugen på.

Neh, dags att vakna nu vavava? WOOO

Är det bara jag som stör mig så jävla hårt på alla dessa jävla Online Casino reklamer? Inte nog med att alla reklamer är 100 mil långa, dem innehåller i stort sätt samma jävla reklamer om online casino. Har tappat räkningen på hur många sånna reklamer jag sett i en och samma reklam. #fuckoff

A - Available?: Si, senior

B - Birthday?: August 4th

C - Crushing on?: A celebrity but w.e .... Yijeong (main vocal and the maknae of HISTORY but he also raps) He's the cutest little fluffball with a fun personality and a nice deep rap voice that gives me goosebumps. <3 His handsomeness also kills me and his smile makes me melt, fakk.








THAT VOICEE <333


D - Drink you last had?: Coffee

E - Easiest person to talk to?: Ufoo <3

F - Favourite song?: HISTORY - Blue Moon


G - Grade I hated?: ?? MATH </3

H - Hometown?: Trångsund

I - Icecream flavour?: Ben & Jerry's Phish Food, Magnum Strawberry White & Twister (orginial)

J - Jellybean flavour?: I don't eat jellybeans, sorry

K - Killed someone?: No

L- Longest friendship?: Man, I don't even know

M - Milkshake flavour?: Chocolate

N - Number of siblings?: I don't feel like counting, sorry

O - One wish?: To never have PMS again

P - Person who called me last?: My niece

Q - Question you're always asked?: "Is that your real haircolor?" -.-

R - Reason to smile?: Kyungjeong














S - Song I last sung?: Bitch, I don't even sing, bye.

T - Time you woke up?: Today? um.. around 1 pm.

U - Umbrella colour?: Idek, black?

V - Very best friend?: Ufoo & Evy

W - Which celebrity I?d marry?: Depends..

X - X rays i had?: How many? ...um..5'ish? Idk.

Y - Your last time you cried?: When I watched the korean movie "Man on High Heels"

Z - Zodiac sign?: Leo, maddafakkas. Rawrrr.


Jobbar kväll imorgon (senare idag dah) 14-21 och sen dag dagen efter 7-14 v.v. Hatar sånna dagar, lol. Speciellt när det är helg, att ta sig dit kommunalt blir pain in the ass, haha men det funkar. Borde kanske sova nu men asså känner mig inte ens trött och är hungrig så funtar på att laga lite mat men vet inte vad. THE STRUGGLES. #fakklife


PEACE OUT.

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