Riktigt namn:
Theodor Civilstatus:
Upptagen
Läggning:
Homosexuell
Intresse:
Kreativitet
Bor:
Med någon
Politik:
Anti-allt
Dricker:
Öl
Musikstil:
Allt
Klädstil:
Galen
Medlem sedan:
2009-11-04
Yes it is like 56 days to late aka about two months off schedule and about four weeks after the Christmas tree has been returned to the dark corner of our wardrobe, but (!) it's never too late to get gifts like these... so what did I get? Arriving at my door, Miyavi's Samurai Sessions Vol.1 [limited] and arriving in my inbox a free download to Monster Cat's new record The Violet Hour. Mmh nothing like music to light up the day!
I was the most excited about the Monster Cat album to be honest it was an indiegogo campaign I gave money to because I really liked their work and I was in my 'give love to the little guy' period. Listening to them now I can't say I regret it. Can't wait until the actual album arrives at my door. For now this is good enough, I got some studying to do and now I got the perfect soundtrack to work too. Today I'm a very happy boy.
I think this year was my first year actually doing something on Valentine's, it was a great excuse to make a fancy ass dinner and buy some nice wine. Can't say I like Valentine's much though, so damn tacky with all the teddy's and heart-shaped crap. Honestly I think I would have been a bit offended if my lazy ass(<3) boyfriend got me red roses and a box of chocolate just cause the norm says it's the way to go. Would have been a different story if he was a romantic type of guy to begin with. But no he is of the hopeless kind and that is what I love about him - among many other things - Besides it gives me the room to blow him away with tacky romantic gestures hand picked out of romantic Hollywood chick-flicks instead. Not on Valentines though, cause what kind of surprise would that be?
I built a birdcage today. Which for the record makes me think of the movie 'the birdcage' if you haven't seen it see it, freaking lovely. I'm feeling good.
I admit I'm a bit tipsy - and honestly I love this feeling that I got right now... sucks that it's Monday and I gotta go to bed, if it was any other day I would be sitting up drawing out my mind on a black piece of paper. Miss letting go of my feelings through the edge of a pen....
You know, I've been blue for a long time now... and I don't quite know why but I... I really want tomorrow to be better and I'm gonna try and make it so. Stay strong.
Step step. I run you walk.
I aint getting nowhere.
Step step. You stumble I fall.
I aint getting nowhere.
Step step. You stand I crawl.
I aint getting nowhere.
You claim:
I was born this way.
You deny:
I chose this way.
Step step. I run you walk.
I aint getting nowhere.
Guess I should follow the current and wish you guys a marry Christmas - the two of u who follows this random little blog and the rest of you who just happened to pop up the Window Hope you had a good one.
I had a good one, well as good as it get's without that Christmas magic I used to feel when I was a naive little young-ling. I remember I talked to this guy like ages ago and he told me he hated Christmas and never spent it with family. Just with his friends and never anything special. At the time I'd thought it was really sad, to me Christmas was all about family but since that time things have changed. Not really sure what things but I'm older now and so are my parents. My brother has his own family and I've been spending my last two Christmases with my bf and his family. Honestly the first time without my own family around came with the realization that Christmas is just an other day of the year and I can't help but to hate how all the magic is just fading away.
Now I see this day as a day were who get's the most shit and biggest gift triumphs everything else. Then again I might see it that way just because I'm not around my own... but I don't really want to either. With family comes all the drama of too much alcohol and unstable mentalities. Rather just be away from all of that. Next Christmas I'd like to spend away from old traditions, make my own and find my own family in friends and ofc the beloved bf.
- I apologize for misspellings and randomness and in the little Christmas spirit that is around I think you should forgive me. ;]
Found that in town when taking a snow walk with my cousin from the states, sucks that I was so busy this month... didn't really have time to hang out with her or show her my life here. She seems to have had a great trip though. Funny how big of a different it is between visiting a place and living there. A lot of magic fades when you wake up to the same picture every day I guess.
Drinking the last of my Sake now, should be doing homework but instead I'm working on that warm buzz in my head and listening to 'I see fire' by Ed Sheeran - need to see the new hobbit movie, maybe next week. Until then repeat on the track list and day dreams about dragons and epic adventures.
"The compromise climate of the times arises from the fact that those who try to live beautifully and die beautifully are actually choosing an unsightly death, whereas those who wish to live horribly and die horribly are choosing a beautiful way of life. Hagakure pronounces a delightful verdict on this question of life and death. Here again is the most famous line in Hagakure: 'I found that the way of the samurai is death' Jocho goes on to say, 'in a life and death crisis, simply settle it by deciding on immediate death. There is nothing complicated about it. Just brace yourself and proceed' (book one)"
Mishima on Hagakure [the samurai ethic and modern Japan]
Shaved my face, got dressed, got my face on and music plugged in. Sitting on the bus to UA now, gonna go see n' help out my parents when they do their thing. Second gallery in business, hope this one stays in business. I doubt shit will stop hitting the fan but I'm thinking maybe shit could take a break?
I donn wanna get up... or do anything remotely productive really.
However, today is my first day at my internship with thedreammachine guys! Been really excited about this and I still am. Yesterday I was out in Alingsås meeting with the guy who builds the sets and now I'm back home ready to start building all things of things ~ first mission was to clear some space and second to go out in the woods and collect all kinds of cool stuff to build things with. (I feel like a hippie) I finished mission one and now I'm gonna power up with some food - wait for my bf to come home - and then get down and dirty in the woods.
