Christmas yet again

Guess I should follow the current and wish you guys a marry Christmas - the two of u who follows this random little blog and the rest of you who just happened to pop up the Window Hope you had a good one.

I had a good one, well as good as it get's without that Christmas magic I used to feel when I was a naive little young-ling. I remember I talked to this guy like ages ago and he told me he hated Christmas and never spent it with family. Just with his friends and never anything special. At the time I'd thought it was really sad, to me Christmas was all about family but since that time things have changed. Not really sure what things but I'm older now and so are my parents. My brother has his own family and I've been spending my last two Christmases with my bf and his family. Honestly the first time without my own family around came with the realization that Christmas is just an other day of the year and I can't help but to hate how all the magic is just fading away.

Now I see this day as a day were who get's the most shit and biggest gift triumphs everything else. Then again I might see it that way just because I'm not around my own... but I don't really want to either. With family comes all the drama of too much alcohol and unstable mentalities. Rather just be away from all of that. Next Christmas I'd like to spend away from old traditions, make my own and find my own family in friends and ofc the beloved bf.

- I apologize for misspellings and randomness and in the little Christmas spirit that is around I think you should forgive me. ;]

Peace. oh and Marry Christmas -again-