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Today I woke up and I hate myself
Death doesn't answer when I cry for help
No high could save me from the depths of hell
I'll drown my mind until I'm someone else
Don't take care of me, be scared of me
My misery owns me
I don't wanna be my enemy
My misery owns me now
Under the graveyard
We're all rotting bones
Oh, oh
Everything you are
Can't take it when you go
Oh, oh
I ain't living this lie no more
Ain't living this lie no more
Oh, oh
It's cold in the graveyard
We all die alone
Cover my eyes so I can't see clear
One sip away from everything I fear
Ashes to ashes, watch me disappear
Closer to home because the end is near
Don't take care of me, be scared of me
My misery owns me
I don't wanna to be my enemy
My misery owns me now
Under the graveyard
We're all rotting bones
Oh, oh
Everything you are
Can't take it when you go
Oh, oh
I ain't living this lie no more
Ain't living this lie no more
Oh, oh
It's cold in the graveyard
We all die alone
Under the graveyard
We're all rotting bones
Oh, oh
Everything you are
Can't take it when you go
Oh, oh
I ain't living this lie no more
Ain't living this lie no more
Oh, oh
It's cold in the graveyard
We all die alone
Oh, oh

Snart så kommer jag bli lite svårare att få tag i och kommer inte synas här i stan

Jag känner mig som ett spöke är inte samma person som jag var för ett par månader sen då var jag glad och såg allt positivt men nu ser jag bara ett mörker och jag är inte min egen vän länge. Jag hör dom inre demonerna skrika allt högre och högre orkar snart inte mer.

Ibland känns det som om att jag vandrar i Purgatorium och står där och ser hur bra alla har de varje gång jag hjälper folk så lämnar dom en när dom mår bättre och man får inte ett tack för hjälpen och när man själv behöver hjälp så finns det knappt någon kvar vid min sida. Bara för jag är som jag är känns det som om att jag ska vandra själv och absorberar allt negativt som händer runt mig så alla andra mår bra fram tills jag imploderar av allt negativt så kanske man får frid från rösterna i huvudet

Mitt största oro är att man kommer att börja klättra på väggarna och att psyket kommer att ta en stor käft smäll efter som det har varit jobbet som har gjort så att jag inte har gett upp på allt och inte hatar mig själv lika mycket men nu vet jag inte längre mitt psyke har tagit en del stryk den senaste tiden sen jag fick veta att jag blev uppsagd

in the darkest hour when the demons come call on me brother and sisters, and we will fight them together

I can't feel anything
I'm trapped in a death I cannot end...
Birth in blood, Death in veins
The life that surrounded me turned grey...

All these enigmatic dreams...
...oh, they failed to rescue me...
All these enigmatic dreams...
...they fail me...


The Angels are coming for me
The Angels are coming for me
The Angels are coming for... ME!
The Angels are coming for... ME!


I am not what I am
I died a death of heroes and...
I was lost, but I was brave
I was the one they chose to stay...

I cannot be like this
I'm not alone in this descent...
The one above, it has no name
Touched by a cursed fucking stain...

All these enigmatic dreams...
...oh, they failed to rescue me...
All these enigmatic dreams...
...they fail me...


The Angels are coming for me
The Angels are coming for me
The Angels are coming for... ME!
The Angels are coming for... ME!


So tell me, what is the price I could pay for silence?!
A thorn in your dark masquerade!
So tell me, what is the price I could pay for silence?!
A thorn in your dark masquerade!


The Angels are coming for... me... (me...)
The Angels are coming for... ME! (Whoa)
The Angels are coming for... ME! (Whoa)
The Angels are coming for... ME! (Whoa)
The Angels are coming for... ME! (Whoa)
(Whoa)
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I stay awake all day and night doing nothing

But seeing what?s in me

I close off and shelter these thoughts of insanity

Somehow I wish to be

?Cuz we?re chasing all the paper trails, still it?s no surprise

That we?re treading like some hypocrite to our own demise

For now I?m still breathing, why do I care for if I live or die

You know we all go someday, and I see the saviour in your eyes

And I?m looking to the stars again with these clouded skies

In this war for wealth and dignity is but only lies

So why do I go on still living this way

That life has no meaning yet still it remains

No passion, no glory; I?m digging my grave

I?m digging my grave

And I?m looking to the stars again with these clouded skies

In this war for wealth and dignity is but only lies

So why do I go on still living this way

That life has no meaning yet still it remains

No passion, no glory; I?m digging my grave

I?m digging my grave

Dead men lying on the bottom of the grave
Wondering when Savior comes, is he gonna be saved
Maybe you're a sinner into your alternate life
Maybe you're a joker, maybe you deserve to die

They were crying when their sons left
God is wearing black
He's gone so far to find no hope
He's never coming back

They were crying when their sons left
All young men must go
He's come so far to find the truth
He's never going home

Young men standing on the top of their own graves
Wondering when Jesus comes, are they gonna be saved
Cruelty to the winner, bishop tells the King his lies
Maybe you're a mourner, maybe you deserve to die

They were crying when their sons left
God is wearing black
He's gone so far to find no hope
He's never coming back

They were crying when their sons left
All young men must go
He's come so far to find no truth
He's never going home

Welcome to the Soldier Side
Where there is no one here but me
People all grow up to die
There is no one here but me

Welcome to the Soldier Side
There is no one here but me
People on the soldier's side
There is no one here but me

Varit en ganska händelse lös dag bara suttit och degat bara inte haft så mycket att göra bara kollat serier i min ensamhet