Confusion?

I don't really know what I'm going to end up writing today, so it will probably me a little mixture of what's going on in my life right now ^^"
So it's easter, and that means hollidays! Started it off with a political congress. Pretty fun, got to sleep in a hotel with the rest of the attendants. I actually went out to Nova Lund with two of my ex:es and two other friends, more fun than I imagined it would be. Day after I met one of my officers, when I was going to meet some friends, and he was also going to meet up with the same people. A bit awkward but mostly fun. Got a new mentor in life and trying to have a bit of fun. Was at a move evening yesterday at a classmates, ended up at another friends place and well... Not how we expected ^^" If I summarize it its been pretty fun but my moods been really low so can't really say its been that good. Need something to or I'm going to fall apart now.

//System Meltdown