Om du bara visste...

I want to show on your doorstep, softlly knocking on your door.
And as I see your pretty face show on the other side of the window I just want to say that, I still love you, even if you've grown to hate me.
We lost connection, you pushed me away, for your own good. But I'm still a shadow in the dark corners of your room.
I find myself searching for you whenever I'm alone. I can't just let you go yet.
But as I knock on your door, and blush when I see you. I know that as soon as you see me, you will feel guilty. You will probally not feel the way you felt for me. I wish though. But I'm moving on and like the person I am... I kinda like someone, I don't even know if even want's to talk to me. It's a bit like you where. But I've got to let go. becouse I will never get an answer from you as long as you don't know how to act normal.
This other guy, he's amazing. Beautiful. Kind and such an inspiration. I just wish i knew him better, like I now wish I knew you better. You've learned me to never fully trust a person and that it takes time before you make certain descisions. Thank you for that lesson. I will used that knowledge this time ;) oh and... have a great day