Old habbits

since you are gone my life has fallen into pieces...
im broken, shatterd.
it's not worth a damn anymore. It doesn't matter how much I cry or how much I try to let you go.
I just can't.
I got back to my old habbits, the ones you helped me get rid of...
I was walking through the woods, at the place we threw the shit away, trying to find it again.
You were everything I ever wanted.
You made me feel worth living my life. I was happy for once in my life.
And now... I'm even worse then before... My old demons found me again and they brought their friends...

Please help me