This cannot, nay, this will not stand!
Get beligerently drunk, make piss poor decisions and remove her off everything and then devote yourself to khorne. Life is easier when all you do it remove heads for the heck of it.

And what I want to say with that is, whatever the fuck you decide to do, I'll be here if you need me, but remember, it's the end result, not the way there, that matters, and a painfull and arduous route does not always mean a grand prize.