Dogshit

I was never enough,
I fought to be what you wanted,
Even if you treated me like dogshit,
Because everybody said;
"Family is everything. Why don't you love them".
I felt bad to feel that about them,
Even if they did me wrong,
I tried in 22 years till make them love me,
But they never did,
Why did my parents an family not love me?
I was always in everybodys way,
They did not care about my existens.