Damn

I have so much on my mind right now, so much shit is going on.
I also feel like my feelings are all over the place..
That moment you know your Gunna lose someone who means more than the world to you, it hurts...
I just tried to be kind.. Show my love, respect and prove to him how much he meant to me.. But that just irritated him.. It seems everything irritates him..
I love him. I really do but he just wants me to replace him..
I know I can't change the way he feels, but I really don't think he understands how much he really means to me.
I'll never forget the way you looked at me and let me fall asleep in your arms..
Meant the world to me you coming to visit me and I won't forget a thing.. I hope too see you again if not just remember... I love you, my everything..