Darkness </3

I wish I had someone who really knew me, someone who understands my pain and everything I've gone through in my life.
Sure I have wonderful friends.
But sometimes it feels like they don`t understand me 100%.
I want someone who really understand exactly what I mean and feel.

So as it feels now can not describe.
I feel completely empty and caught in something dark.
Wish I could just find someone who can give me the light back again.
Feels like I'm not good enough to anyone and I will never find love again.
As soon I start to like someone,
it`s only ends with it goes the wrong way, and it feels like it's my fault.


Just wish all this could end......