Can't Sleep... As always...

FUCKING INSOMNIA ... Have you ever heard of the "illness" Insomnia? it's a Mental illness that can cause you to almost never sleep ... I remember back when my mother passed away (More of that will be heard of later) But it's about six years ago ... And, I remember being up for about 72 hours strait. I wanted to sleep, but I couldn't ... Then, I pass out for about two hours only to wake up even more tired. This kept on going for four years and then I found "Love" as I called it... (Biggest mistake of my life) But I have to admit that I got happier ... which made my sleeping better. WELL FUCK ... here I am single for soon to be a year ... And, I hate it ... I hate being alone ... Feeling that empty space in my heart is the worst feeling Ever ... I really hate being alone ... And as it feels now. I think I will be Single forever ... Because, I am a really passionate person ... In all my relation ships, I't has felt like I am the only one who is willing to give EVERYTHING ... for my partner... *Now I don't know if this is the truth ... But it feels like it* I don't know ... Becouse ... I believe in true Love ... That there is this "Perfect" Pertner for me out there somewhere Waiting for me to "Rescue" him/her ... But I guess I'm just living in a fairytale that will never come true...
Well ... I got of topic xD ... But yeah ... This is one of the reasons why I have insomnia ... I over think things too much ... And, I mean WAY too much ... It will probably be a long night for me tonight ... So if you are reading this in the current time and day 2014-04-25. Then, Please. Text me ... Talk to me ... because ... I hate being alone...