Why can't i fly?

I wish I was capable of flying ... I wish I had the power to grow a pair of wings so I could just Fly away from everything ... Just fly away for like ... I don't know ... Ten Years? Just so when I return ... NO ONE will remember me ... I'm so tired of everything ... I don't know why ... But I just want to disappear ... And, no one to remember me ... I Guess I'm just having a bad day or something ... But still ... This feeling digs deep in to me ... And, I know it will stay for a wail ... (LIFE)