Trust a hunch.

Well as I had thought, I was cheated on and dumped for a 'better' person. Maybe friendlier (if possible) OR someone with a bit more money, those two subjects seem to fall into the same subject as 'better' I guess.

But it's official as I had believed and Kiba is now alone, or more accurate 'single'. Is he looking? No, but he always keeps an open eye.
It's just not right to fall into another relationship so quickly, so I'm just going to hold myself back a bit and fall into the shadows, in a corner and just wait until someone just happens to shine some light into my area, or just fall down beside me and give me a highly welcomed hug.

Not exactly sure on how I'm meant to feel, but I know it's not meant to be a positive feeling, but at the same time, it is a relief. For being with someone for so long, have this suspision for so long, then finally have my heart crushed as if it was just dipped in liquid nitrogen.
Numb, that's how it feels, now I'm just waiting for the pain to kick in..
Anyone's welcome to poke me, say hi, give me a hug.. Say something maybe..

Then also comes the question, was this my fault? No, and it's not her fault either. Of course, distance creates issues, and some people like herself can't handle that, and among this, she has wishes that only a milionare can suffice.
I'll let her keep dreaming on finding her rock band singer, but me, I will sorta just turtle it out for awhile I think.