we should've but didnt

We should've had sex, i had a chans to conecti with you at an whole other level i wanted to but i hesitated for a second and blew it al in a few minutes. I thought he would think of me diffirentley, think of me as thise sex partner Only there to please him, there for him Only. I am but not like that, i love him i dont want to have sex sex sex. I fear that if we do have sex he Will lose interst in me, stop loveing me like he does.



// J.D