cheese melt down ~

i've been thinking, thinking about where my heart might be hideing. It doe'snt matter how hard i try i just can't find it...

forhaps it's not visible to me, but to my tears, the more i cry the more i can feel that aggravating pain in my chest, right there where my heart's supposed to be ~


And now, shaved clean, i feel a relieve the weight of that hair has been lifted from my head, i shaved it al off i feel free, but i have masked my self. And when it has grown out agin, i'tl be a new J.D that'll stand there, forhaps i wont reccognize myself but thats life a gigantic massive nucelar melt down changeing everything.




// J.D