ugh...

I have lost my friends, my confidence, my soul and my life ...
I do not know what I am anymore ... I only get people to feel bad ...
I can not even see anything good with / on me, there is nothing ...
I just want to disappear, do not think anyone will miss me anyway :(

My secrets are burning a hole through my heart
And my bones catch a fever
When it cuts you up this deep
It's hard to find a way to breathe

Your eyes are swallowing me
Mirrors start to whisper
Shadows start to sing
My skin's smothering me
Help me find a way to breathe

Time stood still
The way it did before
It's like I'm sleepwalking
Fell into another hole again
It's like I'm sleepwalking

I'm at the edge of the world
Where do I go from here?
Do I disappear?
Edge of the world
Should I sink or swim?
Or simply disappear?