Sleep in and never wake up.

I woke up, looked at the phone, pulled the blanket above my head and went back to sleep.
Everything is more complicated when you dont feel good...
its hard to think, its hard to talk, its hard to have a good temper, its hard to be strong, its hard to think posetive but the hardest one must to be thinking that the next day may be better.

i feel like dying atm. i want things so badly when i am home sick that i can start crying like a baby.
*i want coke, the original taste 2l and it must stand beside my bed !

* i want to see the best movie ever so i can cry happy tears !

*i want to be nursed, hugged, get massages and food on the bed.

*i always wish for the best sex when i am sick, i get so deperatly horny and it do irritates me so mutch !!

*i want the best anime episodes to be relesed that day or els i vill get bored

*for dinner i want to have a blooddy steak!