hmm

I'm having my ups and downs...I've been doing really good lately.
The best parts I hace is when I'm really busy, like when I play soccer. It's awesome, cos you don't have the time to walk around and think, you have to really concentrate on the game. I love it.
I hate when I don't have a thing to do, when I just sit around and do nothing, when the computer is all dead, when no friend have time.
Today were one of those days, but I fixed some things, that kept me really busy, so I didn't have the time to think about the fact that you're in Switzerland, that you're not coming tomorrow.....
But yeah, I'm doing better, feeling better :3
Though I'm missing it... the vicinity, to have someone......
Well, I'll just have to ignore that, keep living, and just....live, get hold of my life and be happy...
I guess....

Anyway, tomorrow, it's sleepover with awesome Crux :3
Will be awesome ^_^ Share the mattress with mini too, so awesome :3
I'm longing for it :3

Swallow me, then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you, it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside anymore