One out

Ever been inlove with two at a time?
Do you know how haaaaard it is to like 3 at a time??
It's hard as fudge, so that is why I'm super happy that i dropped one of them.
But I stil have a biiig problem to solve... The two guys i like are close friends and that makes everything a lot harder, and I don't even think I have to tell you..

My heart has been broken so many times that I don't even cry anymore. I just feel empty inside.
But I'm worried, I think it pushes me towards being a cold-hearted person.
I don't get mad when they don't feel the same. I just feel relief.
I'm so scared of being in a relationship, so scared of screwing it up.

I don't blame anyone...