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Have you ever:
1) Self harmed?- yup.
2) Got into a real fight? - don't think so.
3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed? - yess.
4) Tried to commit suicide? - sadly yes.
5) Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt? - about every day.
6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting? - dexter bby <3
7) Talked yourself out of serious trouble? - i Gueess.
8) Accused someone of using you? - Yes..
9) Shoplifted? - Nope.
10) Gotten drunk/high? Actually no. once when i was four i accidentally did. and almost once in turkey,
11) Been to a concert where your favourite artist was playing? - YES GAWD YES WARPED '10
12) Skipped doing homework to play a video game? - hehehehehehe :$$$$$
(Right now) Are you:
13) Suicidal? - yes
14) Bored? - yes( doing this aren't i?)
15) Avoiding someone? - not at the moment no.
16) Avoiding some task? - months old schoolwork?
17) Depressed? - yes.
18) Crying? - nope.
19) Annoyed with a friend? - was earlier.
20) Worried and confused about something important to you? - yes.
Do you:
21) Get depressed easily? - at times.
22) Get jealous/envious easily? - depends on what.
23) Feel listening to music can take your mind off things? - mostly yes.
24) Worry about messing about your relationships a lot? - yes
25) Try hard in all your classes at school? - depends.
26) Go out drinking? - nope.
27) Smoke cigarettes? - sometimes.
28) Smoke weed? - no.
29) Do any hard drugs? - nope
30) If you said yes to 28 but no to 29, Why? - cuz
31) Believe in God/Belong to a religion of your own free will? - no.
32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them? - no
33) Agree that self harm numbs emotional pain? - sometimes yes.
34) Believe people deserve second chances? - depends on what.
35) Agree with ‘An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth’? (ignoring the religious relation to that saying) - depends on what.
36) Think things will get better? - depends on what haha...
37) Feel afraid that you have done wrong and will eventually be punished? - maybe by the person/s but not by a deity.
38) (be honest) Do you judge people who think differently to you? (seriously, be honest) - if they think i am a satanist for my style then ye.
Preference in boyfriend/girlfriend:
39) Long hair OR short hair? - mid
40) (For Girls one) nice smile OR nice abs? - still doing it! smile.
41) (For Guys one) nice smile OR nice chest? - Smile oh lawd.
42) Shy OR open? - a mix. but with me she should be open.
43) Eyes OR body? - face.
44) Religious OR non-religious? - non
45) Caring OR non-restricting of you? - caring in a not too restricting way.
46) Straight edge OR non-straight edge? - doesn't matter to me.
47) Piercings OR no piercings? doesn't need any but won't be bad with.
48) Tattoos OR no tattoos? - ^that^
49) Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type? - stay at home.
50) Has friends you get along with OR has parents you get along with? - rather parents then. you can just avoid the friends.
Would you:
51) Drink alcohol until you were drunk? - sure.
52) Smoke weed? - not sure.
53) Smoke cigarettes? - yep.
54) Get even with someone who betrayed you? - by betraying back? depending on how bad then yes.
55) Forgive a boyfriend/girlfriend who deeply hurt you? - no
56) Attempt to kill yourself if everything fails you? - Probably.
57) Keep your faith (any religious view) no matter what? - don't have now so no.
58) Join a band as a part time activity? - starting one up shortly so yes.
59) Feel sorry for someone who is being affected negatively from alcohol/drug abuse? - Depending on whom.
60) Stand up for your beliefs if someone strongly goes against them? - yes.
61) Go vegetarian for a month to see what is was like? - hahaha no,
62) Fight someone who was harassing your friends/family? - sure.
63) Edit photos of yourself before posting them online? - too lazy
64) Put up with friends who constantly hated against something you believed in/supported? - Depends on what and how much.
65) Be friends with someone who was nice to you, but a cunt to other people? - If it's not an insane amount of cunt and not to exaktly everybody else. yes.
66) Not like someone simply because your friend(s) didn’t like them? - no.
67) Lie to someone close to you because you don’t want them put up with your problems? - yes.
68) Starve yourself so you fit some certain clothes? - not to fit in clothes.
69) Get surgery on any part of you? If yes then which part of you? - don't think so.
70) Sleep naked? - do that sometimes so yes.
You can only choose one:
71) Black or Orange? - black.
72) Metalcore OR Post-Hardcore? - metalcore
73) Cellphone or Computer? - computer
74) Chocolate milk OR Coke? - coke
75) Tumblr OR Friends? - friends
76) Mac OR PC? - pc
77) TV Shows OR Movies? - movies.
78) Old bands OR new Bands? old as in time then i guess new.
79) Pop-Punk OR Alternative Rock? Alt rock.
80) Reading OR Listening to music? Listening to music, but reading is awesome too.
81) Coke OR Pepsi? Define your reason for your choice. - coke. dunno, pepsi is more sugary to the taste.
82) Staying who you are OR changing yourself drastically? - stay the way i want to,
83) Breakdown OR Clean vocal bridge? - breakdown.
84) Jonny Craig OR Kellin Quinn? Define your reason for your choice. - kellin, don't know the other.
85) Ronnie OR Craig? Define your reason for your choice. - craig cuz i be hatin ronnie.
86) Your life as a comedy OR Your life as a documentary? - documentary. I would look like a fool if it was a comedy in the modern sense.
87) Go to outer space OR Go all around Europe? - euro.
88) Shoes OR Shirts? one or the other? shoes, can always wear hoodies and tank tops.
89) Chelsea Grin OR Suicide Silence? - SS because i don't like were CG is going with their new stuff and mitch <33333
90) Drop out of school to get a job OR stay at school and finish your education. Define your reason for your choice. - if the job pays well and is secure then drop out. cuz that is what education is for. a well paying job.
Almost over:
91) So far have you told 90 truths? And for fuck sake be honest. yes.
92) Are you quiet about your social life with your family? - depends.
93) Do you want to travel when you are older? - yes.
94) Would you let go of people who mean the most to you to follow your dreams? - I don't know.
95) Did you notice there are no sex related questions? - no haha.
96) Rather be the opposite gender? - nah.
97) What will you name your son/daughter? - Lil' faggit
98) Do you get harassed more than most people do? - Don't know haha
99) What band do you hate the most? Define your reason. - can't think of a band now. but artist. it is PSY. hate that song.
100) What makes you a bad person in your mind? - Sometimes an ass.