The tears still fall </3

Words of wisdom...
Don't listen to Evanesence: My Immortal. in the middle of the night.
You'll become sentementaly, narsicisticly poetic

Toniight my heart Is In shambles and my head In a clusterfuck of memories past.

Our eyes like overpreashured waterpipes, even as you try to take the preashure down this Magickal song will keep on pushing the preashure up, eventually they'll brake and you'll fall into a sea of pain, tears and memories.

4 years; 4 years have passed and your still in my heart and I can't cope. There's just to much time can't erase.
If I need to go into town, the town in wich you now live and I se you, my tasks for that day can't be vompleted as my heart breaks down and I take the mext buss home so my tears won't show in public, even though some of them starts falling when I'm inside the buss.

I want to leave you behind, but I can't. Over and over I cry, year after year.
I feel that by every day that goes by a bit of my sanity is lost and I start taking bigger and bigger risks, I'll do anything that will make me stop thinking about you. Cause as fast as things gets calm around me you pop up.

I want to CURSE you as mush as I want to LOVE you. So may you be cursed, cursed to spend one day In hell watching me burn In the flames of my lustfull greed that only wishes to have been with you.
But since I also can se your happiness now, I want you to leave me there with my lustfull greed of love. Leave me to burn in peace...