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I'm standing face-to-face with my better self
He's standing there staring at me, with disgrace in his face
He has no words to speak for the failure that my life has turned to
He walks away with shame on his face, "How can that loser be me?" he thinks
PoetN här asså
In the eye of the storm a broken heart is healing
Till the storm picks up again ignore the feeling
Of being torn in two, of being ripped apart
Of being put aside and put back at the start
If what it is is what it isn't inside me
I don't wanna be a part of what you wanna see
If what it is is what it isn't inside me
I don't wanna be controlled by a fantasy
As I seep into the blackest void of all
I'm nothing, I am no one
As I sleep I hear them creeping down the hall
They're nothing, they're all gone
But it's okay to be afraid
When you're staring face to face
With time that's gone to waste
As the man falls down to earth
People swear they hear him say
"This place is nowhere after all"
"This place is nowhere after all"
Det där känns som mig just nu.
Och ni ska få veta varför om ni orkar läsa!
As I seep into the blackest void of all
I'm nothing, I am no one
När jag sjunker in i mitt egna så är jag ingen, jag behöver inte vara någon.
Jag kan tänka och göra vad jag vill, utan att bli utpekad som "den" personen
As I sleep I hear them creeping down the hall
They're nothing, they're all gone
När jag sover kommer alla mina rädslor och problem tillbaka, men jag försöker inbilla mig att dom inte finns. Att dom inte är något speciellt.
But it's okay to be afraid
When you're staring face to face
With time that's gone to waste
Spenderat för mycket tid på saker som varit så onödiga när jag kunnat gjort något viktigt som lärt mig något i skolan eller träffat personer.
As the man falls down to earth
People swear they hear him say
"This place is nowhere after all"
"This place is nowhere after all"
Medans jag faller ifrån min dröm tillbaka till verkligheten så inser jag att mina drömmar aldrig haft en riktig plats i mig, dom har kommit och gått. Har aldrig någonsin gjort något jag verkligen velat.
/emo inlägg.
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This place is nowhere after all
This place is nowhere after all
As I seep into the blackest void of all
I'm nothing, I am no one
As I sleep I hear them creeping down the hall
They're nothing, they're all gone
But it's okay to be afraid
When you're staring face to face
With time that's gone to waste
Risk something, take back what's yours
Say something that you know they might attack you for
Cause I'm sick of being treated like I have before
Like it's stupid standing for what I'm standing for
Like this war's really just a different brand of war
Like it doesn't cater the rich and abandon poor
Like they understand you in the back of the jet
When you can't put gas in your tank
These fuckers are laughing their way to the bank and cashing the cheque
Asking you to have compassion and have some respect
For a leader so nervous in an obvious way
Stuttering and mumbling for nightly news to replay
And the rest of the world watching at the end of the day
In their living room laughing like "what did he say?"
In my living room watching but I am not laughing
Cause when it gets tense I know what might happen
World is cold the bold men take action
Have to react or get blown into fractions
Ten years old it's something to see
Another kid my age drugged under a jeep
Taken and bound and found later under a tree
I wonder if he had thought "The next one could be me..."
Do you see the soldiers they're out today
They brush the dust from bullet proof vests away
It's ironic at times like this you pray
But a bomb blew the mosque up yesterday
There's bombs in the buses, bikes, roads
Inside your market, your shops, your clothes
My dad he's got a lot of fear I know
But enough pride inside not to let that show
My brother had a book he would hold with pride
A little red cover with a broken spine
On the back, he hand-wrote a quote inside
"When the rich wage war it's the poor who die"
Meanwhile, the leader just talks away
Stuttering and mumbling for nightly news to replay
And the rest of the world watching at the end of the day
both scared and angry like "what did he say?"
ÄLSKAR DET HÄR
Bottom line is
Couples that are truly right for eachother go through the same crap as everyone else
But the big difference is they don't let it take them down
One of those two people will stand up and fight for that relationship, every time
And if they're real lucky, one of them will say something
they, were, here, first...
What did you say?
That you only meant well?
Well of course you did.
What did you say?
That it's all for the best?
Of course it is.
What did you say?
That it's just what we need?
You decided this.
What did you say?
What did you say?