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Sight.
sorry but i really need to rant ok?

I'm so longing for someone to get home to, someone that'll take care of me and ask "hey honey, how was you day?", someone to cuddle me and help me fall asleep every time I have a nightmare..
I just don't feel like hanging with my friends and their girlfriend/boyfriend since I always feel alone.. Ugh. Maybe I should just. Go to bed and hug a pillow cuz that's the only cuddles i can get now days

Me at a history class listening to my teacher talk
Teacher: And no matter how young you are, how wealthy you are, how sweet and wonderful life is for you. YOU will suffer as I did. YOU. WILL. DIE. *points at me*
Me:
Me:
Me: Crap. I'm fucked.
Teacher: And that's how they looked at things back then. Everyone will die.
Me:
Me: That's how I see things now
Teacher:
Me:
Teacher: What
Me:
Me: What

I forgot the keys to the house again, so I'm like camping by the door, chilling with my laptop. It's cold outside and i have like 5 spider friends already, (they say hi btw)
Uhm yea there's not so much for me to do except for to like wait here in the cold..
I wish someone were here to warm me up or EVEN BETTER open the goddamn door.

Ugh, I feel so slow and tried. Gosh I haven't slept all night and once I fell asleep people came and woke me up an half an hour later. Yay me.
Sight, one of my friends cut down to the muscles yesterday, she pasted out from the blood loss I hear. Her mother took her down to the emergency room and the got some stitches. I'm visiting her later, to see how she's doing.. It sucks that I couldn't do anything to help her, but I guess some people just don't want help .

Well here's something to laugh on

So I'm mad at my mother yet again lol.
But this time I'm listening to Lana Del Rey which makes my sadness like beautiful?! Idk. Also I am drinking Mountain Dew and tying to keep my dinner down.

Uhm idk, here you have Lana.

Ugh. I just don't feel like dealing with people, most of the are stupid and the ones that aren't live like far away from me. Sight.

Umeå universitet kanske?. Humanistiska med inriktning historia?..

Apperantly, Me loving cats makes me a horrible human being in my mothers eyes.
I have lost faith in the human race, therefore

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i regret nothing

Mom: You'll probably have tattoos all over you body and Piercings all over your face in ten years.
Me: Not really
Mom: That's how I see it.
Me: Atleast it's not drugs, alcohol and cigaretts
Mom: It's the same shit
Me:
Me:
Me: Wat

I'm so tired, Ugh. I don't wanna go to school. But I have too.. Sight..