5CREAMs blogg

nej det är inte bara du, idag har varit hopplöst tråkigt.
funny thing though, igår träffade jag på en helsvenne som kunde snacka mandarin. världen e fan sne och svennarna r trolling. hon går numera i min hemspråk. känns fortfarande som att allt hon säger är dubbat.
så nu vet ni. världen är full av överraskningar. columbus hittade amerika och jag hitta kinestalande svenne.
klå det punks.

tro inte att jag har glömt dig, kära vän. tankar på kortet och så ska det skrivas dikter.

äntligen dags för dagens pris; glass med bär.
ska njuta i tystnad och bara vila. dä fan måndag imorn, orkar inte med grundskolan längre. pallar inte med alla imbeciller som ser mig som ett levande facit.
vill börja gymnasiet, FORT! och sedan bara gå vidare. högskola, jobb vs kärlek. allt skit som kommer i framtiden.
jag säger inte att jag är redo men jag är långtifrån sugen på att vänta.
but 4 now så skall jag bara sitta här och njuta, mä glass med bär.

ehhh
känns fett awkward att va tillbaks, allting är fan exakt likadant :S dude?
gymnasieval atm, vad säger ni? siktar på kungsholmen (standard) men ligger efter med 25p :/

To some, I will always be the wierd guy.
To some, I am just different.
To some, I am but me.
The thing is, I am to those, which my impression is.
And this impression will be a reflection of those.

Someday, they will know who I really am.
Someday, I will know who I really am.
Someday, I will know why I am here.
Maybe that day will be my final day.
It will most certainly be my most educational day.
But until this day, I am here.
Today.
And I live.
And I prospher.

Tonight is the last of 2011
And all the sins are about to be forgiven
Fireworks turn the switch on the darkest night
To us residents it's the most astonishing sight
In a field, a light shoots from the ground
From miles away you can hear its sound
The rocket explodes as a flower unfolds
Each is unique and there are loads

Look at it rise! From the ice to the skies!
Those skinny clouds are just Gods disguise
So please be careful or you'll make him mad
The consequences you suffer will be bad
But for now rejoice and make some noise,
Because today you cheer and raise your voice

This year has been radical as extraordinary
I've seen Bin Laden and Santa as a fairy
This year has gone and wrecked me completely
So know that there is no way to end this eloquently
Be bad! Go loud! Go mad!
SCREAM for 2011, a great year we had!

Usch. Usch.
Bara så jävla trött just nu. Sån jävla lust att bara klaga på allt och alla. Bara klaga. Som en fucking 80-årig tant som har sin sista pms. Men skit, alla är ju så jävla perfekta hela tiden. Kan bara älska er. Utom kristendomen. Usch vilken äcklig tragedi. Ledsen men det är min åsikt.
Menmen. Vet du vad som verkligen suger?
Myggor.
FyFAN vad jag spyr på er alltså. Dö. Fortfarande bättre än jobbiga ex, am I right? I'm always motherfucking right.
Shit. Måste komma på ett passande nyårslöfte! "Fuck me fuck me fuck me." (-Daniel Craig) Vad fan kan man ha som nyårslöfte liksom? Vikt? Längd? Hälsa? Likgiltigt hela skiten. Akademisk framgång kanske? 320poäng? Möjligt, bara lite långsiktigt. Dessutom är det ju gymnasiet resten av halvåret. Hm. Vad sägs om det här? Du skall icke röka, dricka eller ta droger detta år. Det låter faktiskt bra. Vi kör på det. Godnatt.

So today is christmas eve
Still no snow I believe
But much better than I thought I must say
Hah, god bless this ridiculous holiday

Still no snow,
Still no snow,
Yes yes I know,
Still no snow,
Shut the fuck up! I know.
Still not snowing,
It won't start just cause you're moaning.
...
Why doesn't it snow dad,
Where is Edward Scissorhands?
Oh I don't know, who gives a damn
In six months, you'll be begging for sand.

Shit. I need a drink.
Stare down the toilet and watch bile sink.
Crash a car and burn, don't worry
Life goes on in purgatory
Stefan's bar? That sounds fine.
Taking a sip, feels like God has stopped time.

Take another glass, one more glass, add another glass.
Suddenly it feels like people travel super fast!
Humans swooshing past quicker than my eye can see.
Well... Maybe something's wrong with my eye. Or maybe it's just me.
Suddenly black...
Now welcome back.

Just woke up and it's about nine
There's a lot of blood but none is mine
The pain! Oh fuck! So fucking painful.
What has happened? Why am I so... Forgetful?

No one here? Am I all alone?
Calling the wife but on one answers the phone.
Isn't there anyone in the house?
Where are my sons and spouse?

Oh look there's my son Doug!
Come here, give old daddy a hug
He backs, and turns away
Don't run, please stay!?
No daddy no! Mommy says you're dangerous.
What are you talking about? What has happened?
Don't you remember? You hit us and now Micheal is at the hospital.
Mom said if we didn't hide you'd come for us.

Leave us dad, and forget about us.
Live you life, your actions are your own to discuss.
No please no! Forgive me son!?
I wish I could but my trust is none.

Been living on the street for another two years.
Without them I travel light.
With pockets empty I enter sears.
Walk back out with pants stuffed tight.
I have lost the ones I loved the most.
I wish I could forget them all,
I wish I could become a ghost.
That I wished, and it came true.
All left from me is my message on the bathroom wall.

"Merry christmas"

Today, tonight,
The night before christmas eve
A dream, so bright,
Is this none, or is it real?

Been waiting so long
For this day to come along
Now less than an hour for midnight to hit
I wonder where i put my christmas spirit

I wanna wake up, and find
The winter wonderland in my mind
Just pray for the snow to fall tonight
Every snowflake is a blessed delight

The last year, christmas tree
Was a glowing beauty for the eye to see
But this year we don't even have the tree
Just a livingroom with no special appeal

What happened to father christmas?
The one man that coul save christmas
Has he chosen to abandon christmas?
Or have we abandoned father christmas?

Zero spirit, am I the only one?
Or is our childhood over and done?
I wish, I wish, for one last glance
Of my childhood before i advance

All I want for christmas this year
Is to have what I always had
Before I move on to motors and gears
Is a christmas eve that isn't so bad.

Bevakare
vilka är det som bevakar min blogg troget I ur och skur? Tacksam för att ni gör det, även om det inte är den mest aktiva bloggen, så eh.
tack, I alla fall.

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jag vill veta, så jag vet lite vad jag ska skriva om.
tack.

Det vart nog allt för mig.
Kul att vara tillbaks.
tack till er som läser och kommenterar.

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