Psichobitchs blogg

Whos going to sweden rock festival ? :D

So who is going to sweden rock festival? :D

Everything is so complicating.. all i want is someone to have close and cuddle with..
Someone feel they are up to it?

Why do I push away the ones that love me.. Or the ones I like..
I'm sorry darling..

Have the weirdest pains in the world... pains from inside my belly button that streches in my stomache when i move, or bend over.. anyone have any idea what it could be? The pain comes and goes..

And there went my happiness.. in seconds...
Wish things could be easier.. dont want to be alone anymore...
Someone come and cuddle.. please?

Today is a good day, i found out i am gunna be working at bråvalla festivalen :DD
Who will be going? :D

Im making myself go insane.. and i dont know how much longer i can do this..
I need help.. a lot of help.. But i know noone can help me.. and im not sure i want to be helped..
No one can handle the shit im going through and i dont wanna drag people down with me..
I dont wanna hurt or lose anyone.. I wish someone could rescue me..
But its impossible to take these thoughts out of my head :(

Why are so many people just full of shit?
Hate the thoughts going around in my head..
Why cant things be easier?
And why do people have to make it harder..

Dont know how much more my heart can take this shit..

So many thoughts going through my head.. Good and bad..
Kinda annoying how one person can mess with your head so much..
One second youre hated the next second youre smiling and having fun with eachother..
Its probably me over thinking like normal.. but i just wish i knew what was going on in his head..
I will never know and im just gunna have to live with my own thoughts..
Never knowing anything.. i hope it will get easier.. but who knows.