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I fell in love with you.
Just how long has it been since then?
My feelings have only been getting stronger.
It?s like snowflakes drifting... gently...
...continuing to pile up higher and higher.
Hold me tight... If this is how it feels...
The feeling of falling in love with someone... I never wanted to know that feeing.

I love you... I can?t stop my tears from falling...
In that case... then you... should never have come into my life.
If the snow keeps on falling forever...
will it cove up my feelings for you?
Hold me tight... If this is how it feels... The feeling of falling in love with someone...

I never wanted to know that feeling.
I love you... its filling up my heart...
I want to shout to the winter sky...
I want to meet you right now.

Why is it that I completely forgotten how to love?
We will meet someday... and then go our separate ways again...
Just don?t know when it?s going to happen.
Whenever the shoelaces on my dirty sneakers came loose...
...you were the one who tied them for me.
That shy smile of yours shines in the morning light.
Suddenly, my heart races?

Just because I want to be loved... doesn?t mean I want to love...
Give me the courage to love honestly.
I?m going on a journey now. Let the two of us make a vow...
No matter what happens, this hand won?t let go.
Forever...

Give me the courage to love honestly.
Let the two of us look to tomorrows dreams now.
No matter what happens, I won?t take my eyes off you.
Just because I want to be loved... doesn?t mean I want to love...
Give me the courage to love honestly.
I?m going on a journey now. Let the two of us make a vow...
No matter what happens, this hand won?t let go.
Forever...

Even though I decided to protect you back then...
Why can?t I seal you away in my memories...?
You?re too far away... Too close to me... For me to reach...
The more I try to forget...
The more you are in my thoughts... Always in tears... I continue to search like a lost child...

But... A thing like eternity... Doesn?t really exist...
It?s okay to not trust anyone... You mumbled...
Was it the same for the both of us?

Fun

Even though I decided to protect you back then...
Why can?t I seal you away in my memories...?
You?re too far away... Too close to me... For me to reach...
The more I try to forget...
The more you are in my thoughts...

Open your mind
We meet above the deep blue earth
The wind passes by

A snow-white feather gently falls, swaying
I call to the stars, ?I want to embrace my dearest love?
I´m sure I have the strength to protect the one I love
Open your mind

I´ve always dreamed
Letting my wish drift far on the breeze
I have invisible wings
Look, you have them too!
You can go anywhere because you´re free
Yes, anyone can

The sky is blue

Blue. I want to fly forever in that blue sky, but you´re the one that can fly; I can´t.
It´s because my wings are tainted.
Please? Don´t leave me behind. If it´s for you, I´ll fly once more.

The blue sky is so pure that I want to cry.
I´ll fly with these tainted wings, and I´ll fall to you.

I fall to my knees in sadness and hide my eyes, but I don´t regret these tears I´ve shed.
When people are happy, they smile naturally.
But you were always smiling, weren´t you, believing in the emotions behind each of our ideals?

||-|| You know those words you game me, which I treasure, of finding a place where we could smile at one another.
I want to be held with the hand you offered me.
Holding that desire deep in my heart, I now believe even more. ||-||

Every night comes to an end.
That´s what you taught me.
And now I know the meaning of what you told me.
Comets falling in the winter sky, believing in their future, then falling and fading away.
An eternal destiny speaks in our dreams, if you believe in the feelings we share.

You know, I wished upon the stars we saw that day that we´d be together forever.
The map of the hope I´ll take with the hand you offered.
I believe now, even more, that it will be ours someday.
Leavings and partings?

Always in tears... I continue to search like a lost child...
But... A thing like eternity... Doesn?t really exist...
It?s okay to not trust anyone... You mumbled...
Was it the same for the both of us?

Fun

Even though I decided to protect you back then...
Why can?t I seal you away in my memories...?
You?re too far away... Too close to me... For me to reach...
The more I try to forget...
The more you are in my thoughts...

Goodbye to your voice, I won´t ever forget it.
A lot of memories will engulf me, after all.
It´s kind of painful, isn´t it ?
From my heart I tried to reach you little by little.

The gentle warmth that stirs up the pain hasn´t changed.
Goodbye to your voice.
I won´t ever forget it.
All the memories will be there no matter what.

I hate that smell after it rains
Yeah, just let me be alone now

I wring out the sleeves of my partially dry clothes
Sprawl in the corner and screw my eyes shut
The room´s warm air coils around me, with some of you twined in
I wanted to lock away that warmth that might cool me off
Even in this heat, I´m trembling

I hate that smell after it rains
An accidental perfume that might vanish any minute
Just thinking of that instant when you touched me
The fading rain-patter echoes and re-echoes the pounding in my chest

If only I could get a full glass of water, and dissolve you in it
And drink you up one slow mouthful at a time
Stay by me... My feelings always run on ahead of me
And then even my skin is a maddening obstacle
I want to feel, with my whole body, everything that might come
I hate that stupid rainbow bridge on the sky
There´s not one of you would take me along when you cross it
Compared to reality, plastered over with platitudes, I´d rather drown in an ash-grey sea where secrets can be spoken

One side of the tight-shut window, silence enfolds the world
A weak beam of light pokes in; please, light, stay away
Let me be alone

I hate that smell after it rains
An accidental perfume that might vanish any minute
Just thinking of that instant when you touched me
The fading rain-patter echoes and re-echoes the pounding in my chest

I see you're pictures every day. You getting happier and happier.
But I keep on thinking of you every day, don't know why.
Whishing I could stop time and stop being more and more unhappy.
I don't want have this feeling more. Don't want to be with you more.
I hope you be happy with him and don't come back to me. Because I am only making you feel bad. And I'm going to leave you alone from now on and never I'm never Coming back again.

I wish I could be happy like you. Be able to move on and find the one.
You where my life, my everything. But nothing are forever. Like these feelings I have for you. I MISS YOU.

Always seining happy people. Whishing I didn't have to live in this life.
Asking god why he does this to me. Keeping me from being happy like everyone else.

I'm happy for you, hope you understand that. But I can't keep on lying to myself. I'm miserable now.

I'm never going to find my happiness line this, I know but let me tell you, I don't want anyone that are like everyone else.
So let me lie down and die alone.