Totallytots blogg

srsly why the fuck do I waste my time on people who I know they're not gonna be worth it ??? I'm so fkn stupid to open up to new ppl

hahahaha

is it a bad idea to go to my first lesson as a support teacher tomorrow sedated/high??
I mean when I'm sedated I'm 100% nicer and kinder than what I normally am so idk?

don't do meth ok
I didn't fucking eat for 2 whole days cuz fkn meth gives long ass comedowns and a fucking headache like this never happened before but idk???
so yeah stick with amphetamine

I haven't done shit today slept untill 13:00 , slept again at 16:00 unrill like an hour ago :( bored to death

All these tacky hipster kids who live in an illusion of being a clubkid when they go to a techno club once and stay until 3:00 a.m

Sometime ago I met someone and out of nowhere I started liking them and got butterflies and all which happens like NEVER to me but I'm the worst and my life is a fkn huge emotional rollercoaster like the world doesn't want me to be happy n like have these cute n cheesy stuff I'm not sad I'm just rlly mad about life Rn

I just had a very long phone call with my ex and I felt horrible but I'm with Jorge so it feels much better now we're lying in the bed watching sex and the city
Jorge is also one of the few ppl that can actually make me feel good without rlly trying to I rlly love him
Now I'm gonna go snuggle up

A pickup line I used today
"I want your jacket to choke me"

Edit:(it was the same guy that I wrote about his jacket sometime ago)

I really hate it when u really just wanna talk to to someone there's like NO ONE like bitch im fun talk to me ???