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Idag kommer det verkligen vara en skit dag kan man garantera. Vaknade upp med tok fel humör så mja man vet hur den här dagen kommer sluta. hoppas bara att man inte måste åka till farbror doktorn i alla fall.........

Jahaa nu ska man till öppen psyk på vårdcentralen idag och bubbla med psykologen, sen bär det av mot lilla byn och handla blondering till håret, cigg, cola och nått mer tror jag......kanske några bira men det vete fan om man e sugen på. måste typ tok spring till psyk nu i alla fall. ska vara där halv och klockan är nu kvart över :S hörs senare kanske



kram kram

Never meant to hurt you
But I know I did
Knocking on the door
Baby something gotta give
Chasing all these women
Thas just how us rappers live
I know I did a lot of things that you cant forgive
I was so weak when I shoulda been strong
I was on the road and you were home alone
In the back of my mind
I knew that it was all wrong
Its bonnie and clyde
Just you and me from now on

I never been faithful before in my life
Didn't understand the words husband and wife
Everytime i cheated on you cut you like a knife
Im so ashamed i could take my own life
Trying to keep my image up
I lied to get you
Had to be a rapper
Couldnt be seen with ya
You use to call me late night cuz you really missed me
I didnt even answer cuz I was out tricking
Smelling like perfume, coming home late
Another group of chicks
So many damn mistakes
Everything i said to you
you knew that it was fake
a million tears rolling down your precious little face

Never meant to hurt you
But i know i did
Knocking on the door
Baby something gotta give
Chasing all these women
Thas just how us rappers live
I know i did a lot of things that you cant forgive
I was so weak when i shoulda been strong
I was on the road and you were home alone
In the back of my mind
I knew it was all wrong
Its bonnie and clyde
Just you and me for now on

Where ever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

So many times i took you for granted
So much pain i know you cant stand it
Embarrased you in front of your whole family
The way that i acted i shoulda won a grammy
Into a million pieces
I shattered you apart
You gave me all your trust and i broke your heart
Trying to be a thug out here acting all hard
Late night picking up chicks in your car
I do anything if i can take you back
Just you and me in my first cadillac
You were a lil gangster chick wearing my hat
Took it all for granted everything i had

Never meant to hurt you
But i know i did
Knocking on my door
Baby something gotta give
Chasing all these womens
Thas just how us rappers live
I know i did a lot of things that you cant forgive
I was so weak when i shoulda been strong
I was on the road and you were home alone
In the back of my mind
I knew it was all wrong
It's bonnie and clyde
Just you and me for now on

Where ever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

Never meant to hurt you
But i know i did
Knocking on my door
Baby something gotta give
Chasing all these womens
Thas just how us rappers live
I know i did a lot of things that you cant forgive
I was so weak when i shoulda been strong
I was on the road and you were home alone
In the back of my mind
I knew it was all wrong
Its bonnie and clyde
Just you and me for now on

Det har gått två år och 8 dagar sedan din begravning nu, och jag saknar dig lika mycket för varje dag som går. Alla minnen som finns i mitt hjärta av dig och dom roliga stunder vi hade. jag saknar dig min älskade farfar. <3

jaha då har man haft en destruktiv dag idag då. Blev lite för mycket, lite halv djupt och lite stökigt.
Blev ett antal slag på väggen så man fick skrubba ren sen när man fått ut all ilska, ångest och känslor. kände redan i morse att den här dagen inte kommer sluta ´bra och det gjorde den inte heller och jag fattar verkligen inte varför man kan känna på sig hur en dag kommer sluta. men men nu ska jag återgå till min msn och musik och koppla bort mina tankar lite med trevligt folk som skriver till mig.



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Vaknade av att jag kände mig snorig...trodde jag ja men det var näsblod som hade runnit ut och det var inte lite heller så jag får tvåtta sängkläder idag som jag hade bytt igår...... *mutter mutter mutter* Får väll se hur den här dagen kommer sluta sen då. bra eller dåligt så kommer jag i alla fall överleva hoppas jag på

Hämtar min lilla Seth imorgon från vetrinären :) han kommer få sååååååååååååååå många pussar av mig.


Men annars så har dagen varit helt jävla hemsk.
Ångest attack, svimma i hallen, trampade på en glasbit som åkte in i foten så jag fick operera lite helt själv och sen så cepar sig min sterio så man kan höja musiken om man har tur och håller kontrollen helt stilla till 100 %

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2010-06-05