just had to write something... eeeh something

After you fall a cuppa times
Your life seizes to rhyme
the clock stops counting time
and the bells of christmas no more chime

See the darkness cover the ground?
like shadows and its master eternally bound
snowflakes falling on the ground
landing there without nuisance, without a sound

Can't make my mind concentrate
just like reactive nitrate
goes boom when it tries to create
For some serenity I am now desperate

tropical islands floating in my head
causing mayhem, wish I was dead
Why am I even here, could've stayed in bed
I love you too, that is what you said

I actually trusted you honey
but all you cared about the money
never really loved me now did you?
Well don't matter no more, so fuck you too

hahaha feeling mad mad mad
singing really bad bad bad
about a life so sad sad sad
Go do sumtin rad rad rad

What happens now
trust me, i'll figure it out somehow
And someday I might be proud
but right now, i'm happy and loud